I have summarised my testimony in 3 levels.
1. Submission to Gods will
God prepared me to submit myself to His perfect plan. Though I was not against marriage outwardly but the married couples I have seen in the society and guys I have seen made me to built a strong wall in my mind that guys are not easy people to deal with and a wife will become slave after marriage. God had started speaking with me 3 years back about my marriage but I was not serious nor willing to get married. People who speak or walk close with me will not identify these things as these were my inner struggle against marriage.God also revealed me the place where he is going to keep me after marriage.
Our God knows how to change our mind. It was a time when all my friends left me alone one by one. I was left all alone and which was very tough. During these period God again started to deal with me regarding marriage. God was speaking with me through the below verses. He made me to realise that It is a sin to live on the past. He will bless me with a new thing. After which I submitted myself to God for marriage. My submission was like this. "I blindly submit myself for your plan in my life. I don't make any liking list. Even if the person you are showing is a drunkard I will still submit to you. I will be safe and secured in your plan."
"Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past.See, I am doing a new thing!
Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?
I am making a way in the wilderness
and streams in the wasteland. Isaiah 43: 18, 19"
"Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past.See, I am doing a new thing!
Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?
I am making a way in the wilderness
and streams in the wasteland. Isaiah 43: 18, 19"
2. Finding Gods will
This stage was not an easy one. After some struggle Got my hubby's profile. I prayed earnestly to know the will of God. I fasted and prayed for 3 days to know the will of God. On 4th day I got a dream but I dint understand its meaning. The only thing I could do in this stage is to again submitting myself to Gods will. Met my hubby on October 2nd 2014 and had a personal talk with him. I was unhappy in few things but I asked God again "Daddy is it your will for me? And it was a yes from God". We got engaged on October 4th 2014.
3. Confirming Gods will
I asked God for a word from him. I was asking God that "Daddy Am in the center of ur will? Please confirm me this alone so that I could rest on u" God gave Mr a verse from proverbs 4: 11, 12.
"I have taught thee in the way of wisdom; I have led thee in right paths. When thou goest, thy steps shall not be straitened; and when thou runnest, thou shalt not stumble."
I asked God for a word from him. I was asking God that "Daddy Am in the center of ur will? Please confirm me this alone so that I could rest on u" God gave Mr a verse from proverbs 4: 11, 12.
"I have taught thee in the way of wisdom; I have led thee in right paths. When thou goest, thy steps shall not be straitened; and when thou runnest, thou shalt not stumble."
We were united by God for His great purpose and living happily.
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